Lost Soul

Lost Soul

Deep within a forest,
Lays a very powerful curse,
It tears and devours every passing soul,
The forest soon filled with ghouls.

But once had all ghouls disappear,
When a man came in with spears,
He was brave and he was strong,
Never once did things ever go wrong.

Peaceful day flies,
And another man came dropping by,
He went amok,
He created havoc.

He soon died,
And time continue to fly,
No one knows why,
Maybe that was his cry.

Gazing upon the night sky,
When stars bounced off the moonlight,
The earth was lit with the pure pale light.

There it was,
A soul dead and lost,
Lurking around the shadow in the forest,
Floating around,
Weeping away~

Speech From An Unknown Dream

Speech From An Unknown Dream

I am so sorry and I truly am. I truly yet sincerely wish that my apology is accepted! I hereby bow down and ask for yours forgiveness.

I am not trying to deceive you nor cheat any of you. You may think of it that way but I will not and I will explain the reason behind this behavior. I really know how all of you feel when you think that I make a fool out of you and deceived you. From the character I’ve played and the book I wrote, you know how I felt and that was my true yet painful feeling. I wish to believe in people, in their heart, in their soul, I believe and will I keep continue to believe that we are connected. How harsh the truth may be and yet I believe that you will realize that deep within your soul that what I say is true.

I begged you to listen carefully and taste my word and read what it meant for what it has to be but not just words itself. From time to time, people asked and I myself have also asked why people are being born? Was it to serve a purpose? Was it to be another man lamb? Was it to be a king to rule the world or a nation? Was it to be a leader? Was it to be a special person? Yes . . . all of us have asked and get the answer to our life and here is my answer to all of you and it will be my explanation as well. We are not born for hurting each other. By hurting another individual, the cries of pain does not only apply to the heart of victim but it has also apply to the perpetrator. You may not see the victim cry as it was a cry of heart but when you calm down and re-watch your action you will realize that you yourself are also in pain. A pain that you may never know and when it piles up you cry for no reason. Some said amnesia but what if that is not the case. So, for all of you to be so hurt are not what I wanted to see and this is what hurt me most when I realize I was hurting you.

My motive of doing such thing was to see my achievement. I must confess that I did it the harsh way but this is the only way to see an unclouded result. To see my result being an author while I was a famous actor, this is the only way for my stories to achieve acknowledgement without the influence of my acting career. Ask yourself my friends, whatever things that you and I have done were not for people to acknowledge our achievement. Since we were a child, we did little things like walking and we get praise. When we get praise and acknowledgement we truly felt the joy and happiness within us. When we’re older these things is harder to get and yes we did great work and took great length to claim that acknowledgement. Some has gone to the wrong path and uses method like copying answer in test, threaten others and so on. The society despises these people for their action but I do not. I know their feeling and so do you who are here to listen to my explanation. We know they’ve tried and tried hard but in the end without guidance the end up swaying to the wrong path. A bad apple is not a useless apple. Removing the bad part it is still edible isn’t it?

I believe still that there are more things to life than the one I’ve said. I’ve learn things from everywhere and anywhere. Do not despise a criminal as there may be thing to learn from them. Long before we could remember, there are lots of old saying and when you read them you’ll find that there are some that was the total opposite. The world is balanced. Light cannot live without darkness and darkness cannot exist without light. The world’s a double edge sword. Using a metal sword clashing a metal shield and these tow ended up destroying each other. There was never right or wrong but only an option to do what is better. I’ve learn this once from a drama and I’ll remember it “To achieve forgiveness and peace, one must first start to forgive other for their deeds”. I remember this well and I’ll always remind me to forgive others for what they did to me and see their bright part in life. Forgiving other also meant forgiving oneself. I hope all of you will forgive me and give me a chance to take a better option of redemption. . .

Speech From An Unknown Dream

Speech From An Unknown Dream

I am so sorry and I truly am. I truly yet sincerely wish that my apology is accepted! I hereby bow down and ask for yours forgiveness.

I am not trying to deceive you nor cheat any of you. You may think of it that way but I will not and I will explain the reason behind this behavior. I really know how all of you feel when you think that I make a fool out of you and deceived you. From the character I’ve played and the book I wrote, you know how I felt and that was my true yet painful feeling. I wish to believe in people, in their heart, in their soul, I believe and will I keep continue to believe that we are connected. How harsh the truth may be and yet I believe that you will realize that deep within your soul that what I say is true.

I begged you to listen carefully and taste my word and read what it meant for what it has to be but not just words itself. From time to time, people asked and I myself have also asked why people are being born? Was it to serve a purpose? Was it to be another man lamb? Was it to be a king to rule the world or a nation? Was it to be a leader? Was it to be a special person? Yes . . . all of us have asked and get the answer to our life and here is my answer to all of you and it will be my explanation as well. We are not born for hurting each other. By hurting another individual, the cries of pain does not only apply to the heart of victim but it has also apply to the perpetrator. You may not see the victim cry as it was a cry of heart but when you calm down and re-watch your action you will realize that you yourself are also in pain. A pain that you may never know and when it piles up you cry for no reason. Some said amnesia but what if that is not the case. So, for all of you to be so hurt are not what I wanted to see and this is what hurt me most when I realize I was hurting you.

My motive of doing such thing was to see my achievement. I must confess that I did it the harsh way but this is the only way to see an unclouded result. To see my result being an author while I was a famous actor, this is the only way for my stories to achieve acknowledgement without the influence of my acting career. Ask yourself my friends, whatever things that you and I have done were not for people to acknowledge our achievement. Since we were a child, we did little things like walking and we get praise. When we get praise and acknowledgement we truly felt the joy and happiness within us. When we’re older these things is harder to get and yes we did great work and took great length to claim that acknowledgement. Some has gone to the wrong path and uses method like copying answer in test, threaten others and so on. The society despises these people for their action but I do not. I know their feeling and so do you who are here to listen to my explanation. We know they’ve tried and tried hard but in the end without guidance the end up swaying to the wrong path. A bad apple is not a useless apple. Removing the bad part it is still edible isn’t it?

I believe still that there are more things to life than the one I’ve said. I’ve learn things from everywhere and anywhere. Do not despise a criminal as there may be thing to learn from them. Long before we could remember, there are lots of old saying and when you read them you’ll find that there are some that was the total opposite. The world is balanced. Light cannot live without darkness and darkness cannot exist without light. The world’s a double edge sword. Using a metal sword clashing a metal shield and these tow ended up destroying each other. There was never right or wrong but only an option to do what is better. I’ve learn this once from a drama and I’ll remember it “To achieve forgiveness and peace, one must first start to forgive other for their deeds”. I remember this well and I’ll always remind me to forgive others for what they did to me and see their bright part in life. Forgiving other also meant forgiving oneself. I hope all of you will forgive me and give me a chance to take a better option of redemption. . .

Random

Fragile as glass,

We push through our shards,

Off we go into the deep serenity,

Belief we stand firmly,

Yet the pain was crucial, So deep,

So intense,

Burning my soul burning my whole,

For once I've sworn,

Never to bow before the DAWN.

I walk my path,

I surrender my past,

I take my future,

The chance is given.

The Frozen Path

The Frozen Path

Of sapphire cold breeze,
A sweet sweet Death's cold kiss,
The freezing moment of truth,
Lies within Death's cold embrace.

Breaking the icicle of Death,
Awoken i have,
From a long long dream i left behind,
A memory i seal for my crime.

This time I've sworn,
To deny my fate and face my crime,
My destiny was not fake,
It is I who abandon my take.

Born in darkness,
Stride through loneliness,
A blood-path crafted,
Hindering my own safety.

The time had come,
For my sins undone,
Embracing my last promise,
Still i fail to do no harm.

An angel fell,
My feeling swirl,
Intense burning teasing it dwell,
Deep deep within i yell.

Light do not present without darkness,
Nor did we live without darkness,
The world's a double-edge weapon!

Some post

泪落血河含冤处，
拂手吟诗思故情，
血河流水徐而续，
流至天涯诉旧情。

2nd (no title poem?)

Trees were my shelter,
Rivers were my blood,
The soil was my flesh,
Metal formed my bones,
Nature is my everything my weapon.

I was born an annihilator,
Bit and tear through the blood path i crafted,
The path people so fear yet so admired,
I drowned beyond the darkest path,
Flowing in the darkness my memories recalls.

Voiceless shout,
Tearless pain seep deep in,
Living the path of loneliness,
Mirror,
A clear reflection in the darkness,
Destroying every single mask I've worn,
Revealing the darkest side of my own.

Memories stream,
Free flowing,
Scattering about with its essence,
Threadlike formless it seems.

Falling crystal tear,
Summoning my soul,
Bit into my bones and grew even deeper,
The intense feeling ... the deep burning sensation never fade.

I reach out my bloody hand,
Grabbing the pure white calling,

Milady,
Was it worth it?
Gambling the last hope on a demon born to kill.

The eternal rhythm,
Echoes deep into my heart,
That was a song i heard,
Somewhere deep within a voice called,
Fading image formed once again,
Revealing the truth of a half blood child.

Poem?

TEARLESS PAIN

I reach out my hand,
Pushing through the moonlit frozen earth,
An era of destruction and resurrection begins,
Gravely embracing my freedom,
I choose an unknown path,
Overcoming the sunset that is brighter then the midday,
The boat of time ... sails to tell the story of a maiden's dream.

Milady,
Is this laughter of happiness a dream of yours?
Dare you give up all for a nation of peace and joy?
Was it worth it?
Tell none of your dream but a player,
A trickster who once knew no loneliness,
For a dream so bright and beautiful,
For you who has such magnificent power,
Summoned my soul back from hell,
But,
Why do you face death yourself?

Milady,
Shall i fulfill your dream or shall i not?
Answers will revealed,
Time passes at a slow pace,
Day by day,
A wave of endless destruction continues,
As people,
Lose faith in god,
Terror strikes,
Overwhelm light as darkness arise,
Devour soul like the one they never had.

I was born from the arms of darkness and destruction,
Never to question what,
Heed and follow whatever that is said,
Hurtling blindly through the endless path of emptiness,
Since the day,
I met you,
I have been wondering.

As i wander toward the light,
A new path lies beyond the darkest path,
A path so true yet so far,
I have walked the path,
There is no way to return,
From this forever endless path i chosen,
I question my survival as the thought of death overwhelm my will to survive,
Moreover, sorrow fills my every breath,
My shouts fade into tearful loneliness.

I roam through the wilderness alone,
With darkness as my only companion,
Listening to the eternally echoing music,
like a rhythm of undying tales.